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Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
11:03 am
Ive be denied all the best ultrasex.... some humor for the masses
Stop looking at the porn….it’s dirty..you know..im a porn star…im so very very sexy..sometimes when im alone..i cant help but…hmmm touch myslf.

In conclusion..there are things in the universe..the world is round..not flat..and..stuff...dots..see I love dots......dots dots dots....everyplace..dots are my very existence…..my love...my...oh god..yes..MY ONE TRUE LOVE........

Current Mood: good
10:54 am
Forget me, its that simple
Wow.. i forgot i had this beast. Well... im in physics... yup... gina sent me a bunch of text messages saying we should be civil. Im not going to PRETEND to like her.

Current Mood: annoyed
Monday, February 25th, 2002
10:34 pm
Boycott the water!!!!
I am going to here by write my distain, loathing, hatred, and frustration in this box. Just because I can....

About these new water machines in Corning West Highschool... YOU STUPID DUMB FUCKS OF BOARD OF EDUCATION!!!!!DDDDDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! Water vending machines.... just what we needed. THATS WHAT WATER FOUNTAINS ARE FOR YOU DUMB FUCKS!!!! In the mean time brown crap is still leaking from the ceiling because the board of ed refuses to fix our fucking roof!!!! GOD DAMN YOU ALL. For all you dumb asses who buy this water I suggests you take you're dollar bills, roll them into a tight little wad and then proceed to shove them up your ass until you choke, and then when u try to swallow the paper again it would be great if u got a paper cut all the way down the inside of your esophagus all the while tasting your own shit because it was still on the paper. DEATH BY ECONOMY!!!!!!!!!!!! Die you stupid sawed off assholes. Drink from the fountain and donate some money to our school souly for fixing our fucking roof. You want water that badly? Drink it from the pales holding leaky rusty water underneath the tiles of our ceiling in room 805. I just pray you get some sort of disease in your bottles water and that some sort of plague is unleashed among you...
Wednesday, December 19th, 2001
9:47 pm
yea!
thruth serves them embrace
and defend her case
part flattery, part threats
"for those who cling to this
dominion will partake in it's fall"

with his silence, he passes the
judgement over them
"with your feverish signs of force
you'll make them and yourself to
believe that he still retains his full power"

as a platform for divine fondations,
you want to make them suck

shallowness and beauty
was all that concerned her body
but the soul, her divine guest
were thrust to the bottom

surrendered to the sect
that has risen from it's womb
"for those who cling to this
dominion will partake in it's fall"
Saturday, November 24th, 2001
9:40 pm
there is no good and evil, just power....and those too weak to obtain it.
Guess what? CT still sucks! But the party was fun. Carol, Beth, and i were the first there. Then Dan and PJ showed up. RARRRR I had never met Dan but had talked to him online. And oh my god (pictures are being developed soon) I have never met a more attractive man face to face in my life. 6pac, biceps, and oh my god. Anyway.... We had fun (Dan and I) and oh my god. Anyway, changing subject.... I had christmas today with my gramma (shes gunna be in arizona for christmas) and she got me a witches book of spells. Lol i havent dont that since last year. But hey its worth a read. so....yea.. talk to you guys tomorrow.

Current Mood: loved
Tuesday, November 20th, 2001
9:16 pm
speedo
Let's face it, we do not fit in, we never will. There is nothing wrong with this and we should all be proud of our individuality. We all see through this "veil" that has been presented to us through education, the media, and society in general. It doesn't matter how we got there or why we got there. What matters is what we do with it, how we present it, and to acknowledge the greatness of it. We should never deny ourselves the privilege and right to exercise who we are.

Current Mood: complacent
Monday, November 19th, 2001
5:41 pm
Uggg
I woke up, mourning

I woke up dead today

I aged a thousand years

Or more

I flinch when you are nice

You kill me with a single word

When angels fuck and devils kiss, i'm sure

I'll bask in your forever

You just waste my time

I want to drag you down

Down with me

I wanted to help

To help destroy the world

I wanted to be that

To be that special girl

Everybody's got a little something to hide... but me

Everybody's got a little someone to crush... but me

I'm living in human teenage mediocrity

Everybody's got a little someone to trust... but me

I dreamed that i was you

I dreamed your ego died

Sad who loves you more than i do

I know you lied

I'll bask in your forever

Fucking waste of time

Angels fuck and devils screw

I wanted to heal me

And then destroy the world

Piss in your heart and be that

And be that special girl

Everybody's got a little something to hide... but me

Everybody's got a little someone to crush... but me

I'm living in teenage negative mediocrity

Everybody's got a little someone to trust... but me

But me, but you

Not me

Hate you

Love me, love me, hate you

Want me, fuck you, hate me

Kill you

Fuck me, like you, want me

Like you want you fuck you

Fuck me, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me

Fuck you, fuck me, fuck you fuck you fuck me

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me

I will never make it better

I will never make it better

It will always hurt you fucking asshole

Current Mood: depressed
3:53 pm
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OMG!!!!!!!!! Theres this site about how to capture and kill your own goth! Awww all goths read this it is important to know how not to be captured and conformed by others.
http://internettrash.com/users/salatrel/hunting.htm

Current Mood: shocked
2:40 pm
My new fav word - Catharsis
catharsis (k-thrss)
n. pl. catharses (-sz)
Medicine. Purgation, especially for the digestive system.
A purifying or figurative cleansing of the emotions, especially pity and fear, described by Aristotle as an effect of tragic drama on its audience.
A release of emotional tension, as after an overwhelming experience, that restores or refreshes the spirit.
Psychology.
A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness.

Current Mood: disappointed
12:24 pm
Im a lil BA short and stout, here is my handle here is my spout
I told a bunch of you about my new shirt so here yea go. Thanks again for the necklace Jess.


Current Mood: amused
12:23 pm
Oh my goth!
I AM 75% GOTH.



Image and attitude are my paths to Goth-dom.
Graceful and scary. I am the Master, with
many slaves.


Take the GOTH Test at Fuali.com!

Sunday, November 18th, 2001
9:39 pm
For the love of hate
I saw Harry potter today. I actually really really loved that movie! THe kittie cd. Its sucks. Badly. Anyway, im bored and tired so bubye. oh yea my dad gave me premission to go raving fridat in CT. Woohooooo now at least i have permission!

Current Mood: tired
Saturday, November 17th, 2001
8:55 pm
8:31 pm
Hooooooooves
Rose slept over yesterday. We had hot wings at Ricos and then rented Black circle boys (aaaah Eric Mabius has a hot ass so does that guy with a 5 sec camio with the tongue ring *sigh*) we also rented Freddie Got fingered. Which had some funny parts (hooves look at my hoooooves!!!) but for the most part was a wate of an hour and a half. Oh well. We also watched Legally Blonde which is a home kinda movie. Yea know... the kind that makes u want to give to charity, be nice to small poor children, and generally be a nice person. (Ill think about that more later) Then today we ventured up to Ithaca (my sactuary) and i bought this awesome goth/ renaissance black shirt. It has huge, long sleeves and laces up, like a corsette, in the front. Only $55 dollars. Eeeeeep. I dont ever wanna hear anyone say its cheap to buy goth stuff. I probably shouldnt have paid that much for a shirt. But i loved it and had to have it. I bought some other lil jewlery but nothing worth talking about. Then going home, we went to the Arnot so i could pick up my kittie cd which i ordered like.... 5months ahead of time. And thats about it.

Current Mood: amused
Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
9:27 pm
*sigh*
Hey its alright my life has never been a bed of roses
This way's better for me
Hey its alright my life has never been a bed of roses
This way's better for me i dont' care to live the life i've chosen
Anyway
Anyway
Hey its alright my life has always been a sad emotion
Don't feel sorry for me.
Hey its alright my life has always been a sad emotion
Don't feel sorry for me feeling sorry's been my lifes devotion
Anyway
Anyway
Hey its alright my life has never been a bed of roses
This way's better for me i dont' care to live the life i've chosen
Hey its alright my life has always been a sad emotion
Don't feel sorry for me feeling sorry's been my lifes devotion
Anyway
Anyway
Screw you, the sentiments the same my friend
Screw you, the sentiments the same it always was

Screw you, the sentiments the same my friend
Screw you, the sentiments the same it always was

My life has never been a bed of roses
my life has never been a bed of roses
my life has never been a bed of roses
my life has never been a bed of roses ....

Current Mood: apathetic
Monday, November 12th, 2001
9:32 pm
wooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooo
Home! Home! Im home!!!! Anyway, i watched Chocolate today. THat movie fucking kickes ass!!!!!!! It has life everything a movie needs in it. Sex,suspence, a witch,religious anarchy, the movie fucking rules!! Its the kinda movie that makes yea wanna be nicer to unfortunate people and kick the shit out of snobby bitch-asses. So there!

Current Mood: cheerful
2:41 pm
true blue bitch fight
copyrightCHRIST: *pushes*
copyrightCHRIST: step off
Cherrybomb860: Bitch
Cherrybomb860: bring it
Cherrybomb860: bring it
copyrightCHRIST: you aint even wantin to go down with this mami
copyrightCHRIST: i aint frontin'
copyrightCHRIST: i aint EVEN playin'
Cherrybomb860: im gunna busta cap in your ghetto c-town ass.
copyrightCHRIST: you busta cap? YOU gonna busta cap? HA dayum you aint even down wit dis
copyrightCHRIST: dumb crackah need some sense whooped into that big ol butt a yours
Cherrybomb860: listen ho, yo man be mackin wit me 'hind yea back ho
copyrightCHRIST: bitch please.
copyrightCHRIST: I am all the woman he needs plus some.
Cherrybomb860: oh you aaaaaaaall da woman he needs. yea lopsided tited cow
copyrightCHRIST: you crazy crackah actin' all BLACK aint you got a mirra er somethin
Cherrybomb860: actin all black? step! Im da devil bitch burnin up everythin in my path you white asss bitch
copyrightCHRIST: burnin it up wit das nastay ass stank a yours
Cherrybomb860: fuck you , yo, least im more real that skanky weave yea'all go up on your head
copyrightCHRIST: bitch you blind
copyrightCHRIST: maybe yall should take dat 25 cent ice you got gonig up round yo neck and get some shampoo er somethin
copyrightCHRIST: do ya hair all up nice
copyrightCHRIST: maybe you get a man
Cherrybomb860: i gottta man
Cherrybomb860: yours
copyrightCHRIST: a REAL man
copyrightCHRIST: oh no you didn't.
copyrightCHRIST: don't even bring him inta this. That boy knows who THE hottest hoe is.
Cherrybomb860: damn straight thats why he come knockin da boots round my crib stead of yours
copyrightCHRIST: not coo'
copyrightCHRIST: not even coo'
Cherrybomb860: lol peace?
copyrightCHRIST: if that boy been gettin' down with your skank ass
copyrightCHRIST: god knows WHAT type sesual diseases he gots
Cherrybomb860: yo bitch chill chill aint yo fault you slackin in da sack
copyrightCHRIST: I'm 'bout to kick you in yo sacks you ugleh sheman
Cherrybomb860: bring it ho
copyrightCHRIST: didn't know my man preferred men over REAL women
copyrightCHRIST: dayum.
Cherrybomb860: well.....yo man fuck yo skank ass so maybe he digs minin for the homies

Current Mood: amused
11:04 am
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored
6 more hours.................ugggggggggg and my damn thong itches, its like this scratcy purple lace and my ass iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitches. just thought ud like to know.

Current Mood: blank
9:56 am
sad sad sad
Ok yea know the 3hellions i babysit? I had to explain to them why "the bad men want to hurt us." refering to the bombings in NYC.
that took skill. But I did it. And compared it to them fighting cuz one had a toy they other wanted. THey understood. Then one started crying and the other 2 started talking about how they wanted to throw rocks at the "bad men." *sigh* 7 more hours and i can go home..... go here to slowely drive yourself insane http://www.homestarrunner.com

Current Mood: bored
Sunday, November 11th, 2001
11:24 pm
FUCK - fornification under concent of the king
F.I.N.E.= fucked up insecure nerotic and emotional ........ Im just fine
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